Some days

Some days are easy. Some days are not.

Today was hard.

The girls are progressing well, they are perfectly aligning to the growth curve, their calorie intake is strong and overall, they are doing very well.

They continue to have events at a consistent rate. An event can be any number of things, but at a high level it is when their vitals dip to an unacceptable level. Day by day, their events are fewer and farther between, but not today. Sia in particular had a few rough moments and though they assure us all is well, you can tell it was a rough day for the little one.

Seeing her so very uncomfortable through the plexiglass is harsh reminder of how useless I am. And though her cries indicate to us how strong her lungs are, her discomfort is not lost on us.

Not sure if it was fear or sympathy, but today was hard.